konohiwa,
shugatsu kula leta,
wale lawayoloko bo,
konohi oba!
31 March 2008
Sequential of events.
Sometimes i was just wondering why did God allow certain things to happen? It's just merely 5mths since i came back from Texas and so many things has taken/are taking place. Like what someone told me; What would Jesus do, if He is in my/our midst?
List of events starting from the first day i stepped on S'pore ground, breathing It's air. - Demise of my auntie's father-in-law due cancer. - A huge dispute btw me and my buddy in Texas over Nike prior it's flight back. - News of Elgin and Jac. - Lost my wallet and got none of my contents back. - Critical condition following the demise of my paternal grandma due cancer. - Critical condition following the demise of my uncle due cancer. - Relationship issues of friends follow by, - My colleague's divorce. - Perturbed by news that my colleague's granny passed away due heart condition just few days after going for a full body check-up and was declared fit by a doctor specialist. - Came across the rising no. of bike accidents and deaths prior into getting one. - My GREAT invitation. - I've been stalked. (read my earlier post for more info) - The EOGM that i won't want to be in or hear. - The AGM that i won't want to be in or hear. - Heard news that my unit MIGHT recall me back to Texas next Sept '09. - Shortly after, Dom's piece of good news! - excluded are few nitty gritty matters.
Lord, my prayer is really for you to reign over life's struggling issues and over my family. I pray that the decisions i've made/making will not be of my own desire but approved and ordained by You. Lord be my Sherperd.
My officer came up to me this week and told me that he might need me to go back Texas next year prob Sept-Oct period to replace one of my colleague coming back. How'd you feel if you're in my shoes.. for someone that has been there? In reality, i'm having mixed feelings wanting to be back there with all the fun (i.e super-cheap movies, cheap cars, subsidized accomodation with attached garage etc) but on the other hand, something is telling me otherwise.
This was only a verbal plan - until my itinerary is out, nothing will be confirmed.
I was duped into saying those 3 words. I'd usually order tickets by merely saying the title of the movie that we're watching and will only say the number of tickets after been prompt.
So the story goes as such that; I can't believe that i actually went to watch this show "PS, i love you" with few others. I was asked to queue for the tickets cos no one has sufficient cash at hand to pay for all that hasn't arrive. The best part was that I went up to the counter and told this lady; PS, i love you. Though there's no abnormal reaction from the lady but i felt ultra awkward after getting the tickets. hahas' rating of show: 4/10
It always hurt an individual and as a family when such a dispute/conflict arises. I'm unsure of the whole content but i'm just pissed at how the satan use such a tool to break unity of the Lord's people. Its supppose to be reviewing, appointing and clarifications but it appeared otherwise, in fact turned out nasty.
*heaving out a sign* I'm completely lost for words. I'll reiterate my point across again; for us toguard our hearts, be it waiting for consent, directionless, etc.
I was having supper at this prata shop near my place when i saw a guy whom i recalled sharing the gospel to many years back. I could remember vividly because he was only 1 of the 4 giving sarcastic comments when i took out my bible; ah yah its the hallelujah thing again.. and left the group. He'd stare at me everytime i looked up after each bite of my prata.
I was tired as it's abt 0130. I walked home after supper and realised i was tailed. I knew it was the guy i saw at the prata shop. I assumed we were in the general direction back home as he was cycling. To test whether that's true; i made a u-turn back to where my car was to retrieve some items and he did just likewise and stopped where my car was. He asked if we could be friends and i agreed. I told and gave him my name and contact. He suggested if we could go somewhere else to talk but i declined him dat i've got to wake up early for work tml, maybe some other day and i left.
As i was preparing to zzZ, msgs start flooding in til today. I will not reveal the details of all the msgs but can approached me for those who wants to know. I mite even let you see my hp. "What's with being good-looking that even guys could not resist."
Through the different phases of life. I've learnt many valuable lessons that cannot be taught. Couple of which has inspired me to put down in quotes. You can indicate in my chatbox on the left if you liked any or speaks to you and here they are;
1) I'm healed by my sickness, enriched by my poverty and strengthened by my weakness.
2) Lord, have mercy on those who makes it heresy to believe what is proved.
3) Happiness is finding joy in times of trials.
4) Never trust my heart cos God has created it on my LEFT chest, i.e its never RIGHT.
5) The world had given me 101 reasons to cry but the Lord has given me many more reasons to cheer.
6) There's no greater coincidence than that of my dad and mum got married on the same day.
7) Success is not what you gain in life but how you live your life.
8) Going church doesn't make one a christian than going Little India makes you an indian.
9) Love is a fireplace. You can never tell if its going to warm your heart or burn your house(heart).
10) Don't know what my future holds but i'm excited about making the journey with You.
11) Leap year means getting my pay one day later but also means additional day to do the thing we ought to do.
I never listen to what my heart says
cos it's on my left i.e its never right.
If I'm given a hundred reasons to cry,
I'll proof with a million reasons to smile.
Jehovah Tsidkenu - God with us.
-Daryl